2005-04-26 [Deleted user]: no i din't kiersten but with permission from fls

2005-04-26 [Shooting Star Shadow]: you are aloud to miss her dude i don't control everything im not a control freak to be honest i have almost no control over anyone

2005-04-26 [Deleted user]: o i see *walks to kiersten and kisses her on the cheek"but i have to go by"disapear*

2005-04-26 [wolfdreamer]: oh you two (pirate and fls) are so cute

2005-04-26 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *kisses him soundly on the mouth*...don't you ever disappear like that again!

2005-04-26 [Shooting Star Shadow]: thank you steffi, hey hun -kisses her deeply-so sweetheart how has everything going??

2005-04-26 [Kiki Korean Princess]: pretty good...except I got called a bitch and a band witch today...but other than that...*shrugs*...I'm good now that you're here

2005-04-26 [Shooting Star Shadow]: -pulls you closer- it's ok hun don't listen to anyone there all ********** im not saying that word that i was thinking becuz it's bad bad bad

2005-04-26 [Kiki Korean Princess]: I know...but...still...it kind of hurt when people called me that

2005-04-26 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i know hun -kisses you on the cheek- people are cruel any more a hun can i show you something and promise me you wont flip out

2005-04-26 [Broken Sunshine]: hi what is going on here? *waggles eye brows suggestively*

2005-04-26 [Kiki Korean Princess]: Yes, I promise not to flip out...*hugs her*

2005-04-27 [full.blooded Robot]: ....what?! none of you are around?! why not!?! Is it because its 2 in the morning?

2005-04-27 [Deleted user]: *reapears in the tree*

2005-04-27 [full.blooded Robot]: Nances* hurraH!

2005-04-27 [wolfdreamer]: *jumps out of a corner* hello everyone

2005-04-27 [Deleted user]: *hangs upside down*hello

2005-04-27 [Shooting Star Shadow]: -lays out on a tree branch and stares at the sky- ehe hey

2005-04-27 [wolfdreamer]: you guys like the trees huh?

2005-04-27 [Shooting Star Shadow]: why not

2005-04-27 [wolfdreamer]: what why not? i didn't say anything against that, just noticed it

2005-04-27 [Deleted user]: ya why not it gives you a good view

2005-04-27 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah i know that just asking a stupid question like normal

2005-04-27 [wolfdreamer]: no its ok, there is no such thing as stupid questions, only stupid answers

2005-04-27 [Shooting Star Shadow]: kk -gets up and walks odd the tree branch and contiues to walk through the sky towarda the lake- why are people so stupid anymore steffi i thought with age there was great power and knowledge, not with age there grows stupidy and moronic ideas of someone, god i hate life right now

2005-04-27 [wolfdreamer]: i'm asking that myself too, didn't find an answer yet sorry

2005-04-27 [Deleted user]: my friend that is a question nobody can anwser

2005-04-27 [Shooting Star Shadow]: it's ok maybe i should just go somewhere until july swing through chicago when you get there and take off again afterwards

2005-04-27 [wolfdreamer]: i would like to do that too right now, i feel like i loose my best friend and can't do anything about it

2005-04-27 [Shooting Star Shadow]: well you didn't lose me if thats what you mean i'll be around just that no one would know it except kiersten would

2005-04-27 [wolfdreamer]: i would know, but i mean my best friend sarah

2005-04-27 [Shooting Star Shadow]: oh that sucks and i don't think you would know but i would make sure that you at least get a rose just about every day

2005-04-27 [wolfdreamer]: and why do you think i wouldn't know but kiersten would?

2005-04-27 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i dunno i just lost it there but when you move here this summer where are you going to stay until you get a place

2005-04-27 [wolfdreamer]: i'm not moving there this year, this year is "just" vacation, gonna move there next year and me and my bf are already working on a place to move to

2005-04-27 [Shooting Star Shadow]: oh ooops i messed that thing up like everything else and of course me being stupid i don't have a clue what im going to do when i graduate

2005-04-27 [wolfdreamer]: you are not stupid, stop saying that.....why is everybody saying that they are stupid? man its normal not to know what to do after you graduate, almost 70% of the ppl over here don't know what they will do. i mean you still have time to decide

2005-04-27 [full.blooded Robot]: Mew? 

2005-04-27 [Shooting Star Shadow]: not a whole lot of time and whats with the mew?

2005-04-28 [full.blooded Robot]: it doesnt matter.. all that matters is that i mewed..

2005-04-28 [Broken Sunshine]: hehe... yes, mewing is very important... (at least for beth...)

2005-04-28 [Deleted user]: *laughts*woof

2005-04-28 [Shooting Star Shadow]: ok? just going to sit up here and watch

2005-04-28 [Deleted user]: what i was just having fun you don't have to be all the time serious

2005-04-28 [Shooting Star Shadow]: im not serious all the time dude just that im kind of pissed at this one chick that i don't even know decided to come up to me and for some reason mess with me today after school so im a bit pissed

2005-04-28 [wolfdreamer]: man seems like all the ppl in your school are crazy

2005-04-28 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *hugs him tightly*...I'm sorry you're having a bad day...I'm having a great day!

2005-04-28 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah most of them are crazy -kisses her- i missed you hun so whats new today

2005-04-28 [Kiki Korean Princess]: I have to go to counseling on Monday so I told all my close friends so I can have their support...I love them...esspecially Beth and Eric!

2005-04-28 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hun you know im here for ya to sweetie i love you

2005-04-28 [Kiki Korean Princess]: yeah, I love you too...

2005-04-28 [Shooting Star Shadow]: im going to go for a little while i love you sweetie

2005-04-28 [Kiki Korean Princess]: alright...love you...*turns to others*...how's it going?

2005-04-28 [wolfdreamer]: good here

2005-04-28 [Kiki Korean Princess]: that's good

2005-04-28 [wolfdreamer]: yeah, i'm happy i finally could sleep again

2005-04-28 [Kiki Korean Princess]: why couldn't you sleep before?

2005-04-28 [wolfdreamer]: too much going on, my mind wouldn't shut up

2005-04-28 [Kiki Korean Princess]: oh...*smiles*...I'm getting closer to Eric!...very happy about that!

2005-04-28 [wolfdreamer]: thats cool

2005-04-28 [Kiki Korean Princess]: yeppers!

2005-04-28 [wolfdreamer]: *smiles*

2005-04-28 [Kiki Korean Princess]: I hate pickles!

2005-04-28 [wolfdreamer]: lol me too

2005-04-28 [Kiki Korean Princess]: I love chocolate...where's that package you said you shipped?

2005-04-28 [wolfdreamer]: i don't know, it should be there by now

2005-04-29 [Shooting Star Shadow]: who is eric and how is everyone

2005-04-29 [wolfdreamer]: i'm tired.....*yawns*

2005-04-29 [Kiki Korean Princess]: Eric is my guy friend at school...he's cute...he has abs!...*grins*

2005-04-29 [Deleted user]: hello everyone

2005-04-29 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hey there and thats cool -looks into the sky and leaps into the air and takes off to the clouds- sometimes i hate my life

2005-04-29 [wolfdreamer]: what is wrong joshy?

2005-04-29 [Deleted user]: ya ?*starts to meditate*

2005-04-29 [wolfdreamer]: how are you today lord?

2005-04-29 [Kiki Korean Princess]: Josh?...was it something I did?...*sits down on ground and cries*

2005-04-29 [Deleted user]: i'm fine *walks to kiersten and wipes of her tears*

2005-04-29 [wolfdreamer]: hey don't cry kiersten, i don't think it is because of you. probably because of school or his mom or sth *hugs her gently*

2005-04-29 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *looks up and smiles*...you can touch me...*hugs him*

2005-04-29 [Deleted user]: *smiles and enjoys the hug*

2005-04-29 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *releases him and pulls off my dress leaving me in my slip*...let's swim!

2005-04-29 [Deleted user]: *takes of my shirt and fly's up and then making a free fall into the lake*

2005-04-29 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *giggles happily*...yay!..*stays in the shallow part*

2005-04-29 [Deleted user]: *swins under kiersten and grabs a foot*

2005-04-29 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *flutters wings laughing*...ahh!...*kicks at him*

2005-04-29 [Deleted user]: *gets a foot in the face*auw*starts to laugh*

2005-04-29 [Kiki Korean Princess]: sorry...*bends over to check it*...are you okay?...*concerned*

2005-04-29 [Deleted user]: boo*smiles*ya i'm ok but sry my dear but i gotta go*kisses your cheek and disapears*

2005-04-29 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *stands there confused*...bye?...*gets out of lake and puts dress on*...*sings* I'm through playing by the rules of someone else's game....*trails off*

2005-04-29 [Deleted user]: *in the wind you hear me saying sry and bye*

2005-04-29 [Kiki Korean Princess]: just go...dont' worry about it

2005-04-29 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *changes into a white horse and stands proudly in the wind. No longer pulled down by two legs but powerful 4. My mane blows in the breeze as I look into the distance...waiting...waiting for my love...waiting for the one who would steal my heart, but whom I fear I haven't met...*...

2005-04-29 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hey hun no it wasn't something you did just that tomorrow is my prom and im not going so it's kind of bugging me

2005-04-29 [Kiki Korean Princess]: I'd go with you, but I dont' have a ride there...I have a dress...in case..but sorry...*pulls him toward me and kisses him deeply*

2005-04-30 [Hilinia Marionel]: stop being mushy in here....there's children around *wink wink*

2005-04-30 [Shooting Star Shadow]: to bad there

2005-04-30 [Hilinia Marionel]: haha, just kidding.....How be thee?

2005-04-30 [Deleted user]: *apears behind hiliana strokes my finger acros your cheek while walking along you*i'm fine and you

2005-04-30 [Hilinia Marionel]: *starts in surprise* Wow! You can touch me now?! Amazing! *runs up to you and smothers you in a welcoming hug* I'm good

2005-04-30 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hehe thats neat so where did you get the good power from or is she the one that has the evil power now

2005-04-30 [Deleted user]: no i have the good power now and i have it from kiersten*hugs hiliana back and kisses her cheek*

2005-04-30 [Shooting Star Shadow]: thats cool and thats so cute

2005-04-30 [Deleted user]: *grins at fls*

2005-04-30 [wolfdreamer]: ok i'm lost, what is the good power thing about?

2005-04-30 [Shooting Star Shadow]: long story steffi

2005-04-30 [wolfdreamer]: ok so i just keep feeling left out

2005-04-30 [Shooting Star Shadow]: it's ok steffi don't feel that way but im going to go for a little while

2005-04-30 [wolfdreamer]: well that is what happens all the time. i say sth and than i'm ignored

2005-04-30 [Hilinia Marionel]: *spirits onto a leaf* look! i finally learned how to change size! *frowns slightly* I can't quite get the "change into something else" thing yet..

2005-04-30 [wolfdreamer]: hey that is cool....sucks that humans can't do that

2005-04-30 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah thats true steffi and then those of us that just happily have a bunch of friends that aren't exact human it's coo -drops fangs and jumps into the trees-

2005-05-01 [wolfdreamer]: oh you show off lol

2005-05-01 [Deleted user]: *laughs*hello everyone

2005-05-01 [wolfdreamer]: whats up lord?

2005-05-01 [Deleted user]: just meditating and thinkng about fate and you ?

2005-05-01 [wolfdreamer]: chatting and relaxing a little bit

2005-05-01 [Deleted user]: cool

2005-05-01 [wolfdreamer]: yeah its quite nice

2005-05-01 [Deleted user]: ya relaxing is always nice :p

2005-05-01 [wolfdreamer]: yap i just need some good music now

2005-05-01 [Deleted user]: try some talvin singh

2005-05-01 [wolfdreamer]: talvin singh?

2005-05-01 [Deleted user]: yes its lounge with a asian touch very good to chill with

2005-05-01 [wolfdreamer]: i have never heard of it, i like vast a lot

2005-05-01 [Deleted user]: i see

2005-05-01 [wolfdreamer]: yap awesome music

2005-05-01 [Deleted user]: :)

2005-05-01 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hey -reaches into the sky and grabs a gun- if you will all excuse me i have to take care of some trash that should of died along time ago -walks away with the gun to my head waiting to get out of the range so no one can stop me from doing it-

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: HEYLO DARLINGS!!!! Im baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaack.. not that anyone really noticed i was gone except for maybe Kiersten since i wasnt around for her to see at school.. but i just thought that i would let you all know that im ALIVE and i plan on staying that way at least until tomorrow morning.

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: hey nocturnal how was you trip?

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: Oh! it was fun.. but how did you know that i magically dissappeared on a trip...

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: becuz im not stupid and for the fact that i couldn't sense you anywhere arounf -leaps into the trees still holding the gun at my head-

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: hm.... *points* Whats with the suicidal tendancies you have today?

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: today try like all week since i got back from D.C., but i've lost all my friends in marshall and everyone thinks i slept with this whore here and i am appearantly going out with her... it don't make sense especially since i was gone the week that this supposedly happened

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: Let people think what they want.. as long you know its not true then why worry about it. And if your "friends" are not going to hang out with you because they believe some stupid rumor over you then maybe you are better off without them anyways.

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: there is somethign else but im not talking about it becuz it'll piss me off and that wont be good becuz i said alot of mean shit to people tonight

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: maybe you should talk about it,and get pissed about it too so that you can get it out of your system.

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: trust me i've only been pissed one other time like that and i stupidly and unconsciously yelled that most christians i know are bastards becuz someone got in my face and told me that i was wrong for being bi becuz it was againist there beliefs

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: well thats just the way Christians work.. they think everything they dont do is wrong. Now dont get me wrong.. not all of them are like that but some of them are, and its not really their fault, its just the way they are "programed" ((so to speak)) they go to church and their holy book says that its wrong, so some of them also think it is wrong.

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: thats why i said some of them becuz i have some friends here that don't think it's wrong, why does just about everyone in the world have to be such homophobic jackasses

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: Homophobics suck.. and i hate them... i hate them and dumb people.. and intolerant people.. and... well the list could go on forever.. but..

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: yeah -hangs up sidedown from the tree- i been thinking about this but this summer i've been on planning on to move out to kansas but im still thinking about it so do you think that kiersten would still date me even if i move out there i mean it's not that far from here, god im so stupid why would i even think that she would want to do that joshua you a dumbass

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: Kansas is a really boring place.. i think i drove through there once.. but i cant remember because i saw nothing memorable on my way through. You should run away to Canada instead... there's free health care.

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: um no i think im going to kansas i can't stand canada that much to cold

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: Its not cold!! its no different then here only you dont have to go outside when its cold.

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: but i want to go to kansas becuz it's farther from marshall and the fact that i want to start a new life out there becuz this one is so messed up and i want kiersten to be a big part in that life

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: But there are tornados in Kansas...

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: ... and they be scary beans... thats why i would take Canada... or... like... Montana... theres not a hell of a whole lot of natural disaters there... snow maybe but.. ahh.. minor

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: but thats just it tornados don't both me that much i grew up in ohio when it got hit with alot of tornados so i only get a little paranoid but other than that im fine with them

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: Hm... well. Whatever floats your boat i guess.

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: just that there is to much stuff going on around here and i will end up doing something stupid if i stay here

2005-05-02 [wolfdreamer]: hey you're not allowed to do anything stupid joshy, we have a deal remember. and dare you do anything, i don't want to loose another good friend of mine. i already lost two in the last three months....i have enough of that shit. if the ppl are talking shit than tell them to fuck off and let them be jackasses for as long as they want. just don't care about them. i mean there are a lot ppl who like you, they may not be with you in person but in heart, don't forget that.

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *sits down quietly on a chair by the lake with her back to them*

2005-05-02 [Deleted user]: *apears in the middle of the lake and walks on the water*look at me i'm jebus(inside joke)Hello everyone

2005-05-02 [wolfdreamer]: don't worry kiersten *walk over to her and hugs her* he won't do anything stupid

2005-05-02 [Deleted user]: yes my dear don't worry

2005-05-02 [full.blooded Robot]: HELLO DARLINGS!!! <3<3<3<3 Lots of love for you all!

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: i wont doing stupid i almost forgot about our deal steffi things have been that bad around here to where i forget a deal with someone that im close to -takes off into the air towards the mountains-

2005-05-02 [Deleted user]: *sits down and meditates*

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *changes into a tiny bird and flies far away...hiding...hiding from the world and all who would hurt me*...why won't they leave me alone!?!?!

2005-05-02 [Deleted user]: *focusses on kiersten and speaks*May sleep refresh your mind, body and speech, and bestow clarity.

2005-05-02 [wolfdreamer]: kiersten, did he hurt you with what he said?

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: no, it wasn't him...*hiccup*...it's...*turns into a leaf*

2005-05-02 [Deleted user]: *let kiersten turn back normal*tell us

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: ...*looks away*...I have...*whispers*...counseling...and I'm afraid...*covers face*

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *cries*...i have counseling and I'm afraid...*covers face*

2005-05-02 [Deleted user]: For a true offering, one must forget the gift, the reciever, and oneself as the giver.*starts to fly in the air while stil meditating*

2005-05-02 [wolfdreamer]: why are you afraid?

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: because...I'm afraid of people asking me how I feel...I just don't like it...*changes into a kitten and crawls onto steffi's lap*

2005-05-02 [wolfdreamer]: *pets her gently* yeah i don't like that either, not if its someone i don't know.....you will be ok hun

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: I hope so...I have my band concert tonight...*licks her hand*

2005-05-02 [Deleted user]: yes don't worry and good luck

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: thanks...*turns back into me and tackles Lord*...lol

2005-05-02 [Deleted user]: *gets down*Keep your mind peaceful and look upon others with compassion.*bows to steffi and pets kiersten and then walks away*

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: I guess he missed the tackling part...oh well....*tired*

2005-05-02 [wolfdreamer]: you have band concert tonight? so you won't be home till later at night huh?

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: nope...not until at least 9 pm

2005-05-02 [wolfdreamer]: well i guess i will call wednesday than

2005-05-02 [Deleted user]: *reapears behind kiersten and kisses her neck*don't try that again*disapears again*

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: what wrestling you?...*giggles and tries to catch him*...what's wrong with that...*suddenly sad*

2005-05-02 [wolfdreamer]: oh wrestling.....cool can i join?

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *grabs her and tackles her*..sure!

2005-05-02 [wolfdreamer]: *gets me by surpise* wow......*tickles her*

2005-05-02 [Kiki Korean Princess]: ....*giggles*....noo....*rolls away*

2005-05-02 [wolfdreamer]: oh why not? it is fun....ok maybe not for you....but for me lol *runs after you and tickles you more*

2005-05-02 [Broken Sunshine]: steffi kiki forgot my birthday... she hasn't said anything... i mean tomorrow if someone asks she's gonna say i'm still twelve... in February she told someone i was 11. do i LOOK 11?

2005-05-02 [Broken Sunshine]: *goes and sulks*

2005-05-02 [Shooting Star Shadow]: it's ok i mean some people forget stuff like that becuz they get to busy or just have to much on there mind -streches out on the tree branch- but trust me when it comes down to it she'll remember

2005-05-03 [full.blooded Robot]: meh.

2005-05-03 [Broken Sunshine]: stop defending her! she just told me she didn't say anything on purpose. *pulls you out of tree*

2005-05-03 [Kiki Korean Princess]: *pulls Julia toward her*...I did not fuckin forget!...I had Counseling and a freaking band CONCERT!! Sorry if I don't worship you enough to know everything about you!...(thanks josh)

2005-05-03 [full.blooded Robot]: mew mew!

2005-05-03 [Kiki Korean Princess]: youre a dork

2005-05-03 [full.blooded Robot]: so?

2005-05-03 [Kiki Korean Princess]: i didn't say it was a bad thing

2005-05-03 [full.blooded Robot]: so?  lol.

2005-05-03 [Kiki Korean Princess]: that's enough...*sits down*...I hate palms

2005-05-03 [full.blooded Robot]: ILOVE YOU THOUGH!!! you have to tell me about the green room thing

2005-05-03 [Kiki Korean Princess]: it was okay...she just got my background information like how I almsot drowned and all that jazz...

2005-05-03 [full.blooded Robot]: oh

2005-05-03 [Deleted user]: *apears*hello